Im turning 23 this November but feel like a total waste. I'm yet to experience the world, growing up having strict parents, i barely could do things on my own and travel and explore. Graduated last year and now unemployed and completely stranded, had many things going earlier, thought life would be so great after graduation, but alas!! Co founded a startup earlier then had to abruptly abandoned it due to finance and some internal discord. I was very positive about life, but life had other plans. I possess all necessary skill to make things happen, but struggles of life demotivated me to my core. The last past 1 and a half years has been the most terrible year of my life, was very suicidal at times, but im still holding unto it. I'm sharing this since I don't have anyone to share my thoughts with. May the gods help us all